A New Beginning is Started by a Great Passion

Actually, the score of toefl ibt has been received in the early morning after I woke up. Yaaap, the score is a lower grade through the requirement from usintec itself. In fact, I was so horrible sad, unpleasant, down tempered, annoyed also..., the score is so bad enough, I think. I aware and I have predicted that the result will be deeply bad cuz of the lack of preparation and I just wanna in hurry to register the test without considering my ability in rehearsal, practice the test, and did not want to read also to listen a lot. But, the fact is saying that I was unable to pass the grade. I only grumble, excuse in my the deepest of my heart relies on my achievement. I had been dying and felt so sorry for my parents that I can not give the best result. And I also have feeling sad in terribly cause of spending much money almost 2 million to pay the test. Yaa Allah.. it feels like I haven't made the parents happy and proud yet, just asking money money and money. Thus, I do believe, som...

First of all..., aku ga bisa komen apapun kecuali mewek, huwaaa ngerjain soal2 toefl ibt serasa ketemu monster gede2, huhu and that was a tiring event sekaligus spending a lot money to join that test. Karenaaaa cuma bt ikutan tes aja hrz byr 2 jutaan, dan itu dibyr dengan credit card dan lagi soal2nya bisa bikin muterin ini otak beberapa derajat. Yaaa Allah... kdg nyesel, ikutan tes gini yg sebegitu ngabisin duit ortu cuma prepare ga perfect gini, nyesel juga..., Thus, i had decided and I had tried that test, semogaa saja Engkau beri kelulusan ya Allah. Menunggu hasil tes 2 mingguan ke depan gini mungkiiin kaya menunggu jodoh dtg dari langit kali yaaa, dag dig duer ga tentu gini. Bissmillaah, yg ptg suda usaha lakuin yang terbaik, tinggal tawakalnya dan terus tetep berdoa, semoga Allah ngasih jawaban yang paling bijak untuk ke depannya buat hidupq yg lebih baik lagi. Insya allah, amiiiiin...... ONCE AGAIN, there I will to go to u,ohioooooooo^^

Bismillah... actually this was so unpredictable for me that my parents allowed me to join the toefl ibt test next week. Yaaa Allah.. my parents is the best parents ever in my life. They encourage me to get my best achievement in English subject thus it will be out of some money that not cheap. I was thank to my parents that I can be a splendid person to be a best lecture for my hometown in my future. And nowillw, I will try harder yo improve my Engliah skill to di the test next week. By saying bissmillah, I will encourage n motivate my self that I can get the double degree in US. Ohioooooo, i will be there sooooooooon!,,,,,,,,